To be perfectly honest mate, the sheer fact that you went to lay flowers says a lot.
Some people can pull away from emotive things, but the fact you felt you had to go along and do that suggest an emotional need to do so. I ahve never understood why people do these kind of things, I guess it's a part of dealing with emotions that is missing from me.
When you see people doing it on the tv at murder scenes and the like it sort of doesn't fit well with me, unless you knoew this person, why?
Anyway, I was very taken aback by his death, had been out watching racing diring that day, and simply didnt believe my Mum when she told me, I had to watch it all presuming she had made a mistake.
The same with Diana, was very moving watching it all, but rather unbelievable!
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